4 years ago today I did one of the hardest things I have or probably will ever have to do in my lifetime. I gave birth to our sweet little stillborn baby girl Lydia. Even though she didn't live a day outside my body, she has given our lives direction of eternal significance. Tonight as we celebrate her angel birthday, we will also be celebrating an eternal truth - families can be together forever. We are so grateful for a merciful God whose plan makes all the yucky stuff easier to bear. Happy 4 years baby girl. We love you forever.